My Goddess Project Experience

Part 1

First I wrote part 2, then I looked at some other pieces written by Ricardo’s goddesses. My nudity was abandoned at age twelve when the artist I had “sat for” for two years asked me to sit nude.

I secretly thought this was sexy and he was sexy so I did. My first sexualized indiscretion. Showing a lover my body has always been a source of power for me, at any size. I was described as voluptuous at the age of 8 or 9, before I had breasts.

Part 2

It is a great compliment to a woman’s essential being, to be appreciated in her most real, most fundamental sense. On this blustery day in November, Ricardo Scipio and I shared a sacred trust.

Now I look different than I did in my twenties and the pleasure of the prospect of admiration of my nude, regardless of how far flung, is a thrill. As a woman-child I was the object of much leering, but now I look full-blown and fecund and that is too close to the Madonna for many would-be admirers to assimilate.

My great pleasure in modeling for this, Ricardo’s Goddess series comes from the gratification that primally, for woman, is to share ones earthly femininity with a man who is not one’s lover, or many men. Or anyone who is turned on by looking at a woman.

Everyone fantasizes about being admired aesthetically and/or sexually. I prefer sexually, since attraction is so basic.

There are women, who I regard as beautiful in the sense that to look upon them is a pleasure. I fantasize about what it would be, to be them. To have your eyes on me.
-Anonymous